I have this horrible habit of wanting to write something and then failing to put them into comprehensible sentences, so I end up scrapping the whole thing altogether. So I think I do better with short posts. For example:
I am not perfect. I just wanna put it out there, just in case there is too high of an expectation from you towards me. Because a higher expectation leads to greater disappointment. And as much as I want to be more like Christ, I am NOT Christ. Therefore I make mistakes. And "I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do".
Because everything that is good and perfect comes from God, who does not change. Unlike me.
The point of this post is.... please forgive me when I make mistakes.
This post is likely to be written to myself, as I now see that I can sometimes be unnecessarily harsh on myself and that makes me unable to do the things I should do.
Well, good talk.
