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Friday, May 20, 2011

Resistance

I named that voice in my head that hinders my dreams - Resistance. I am going to overcome it.

Stopping

Once again I outdone myself by overthinking. I may have even skipped past the answer I've been searching for. The answers to my questions brought on even more questions. This triggered my instinct to run away yet again. Meanwhile I wondered why I didn't come up with this song myself. "Ha. That's because you suck at song writing," says the low-esteemed me.


See, these inner conversations have got to stop or else I'll never get a career. That is if I could even decide on a degree. Sorry, off the track. This is the song that I keep coming back to.



Feels like I've been here forever,
Why can`t You just intervene?
Do You see the tears keep falling?
And I'm falling apart at the seams.
But You never said the road would be easy,
But You said that you would never leave.
And You never promised that this life wasn't hard,
But You promised You'd take care of me.

So I'll stop searching for the answers,
I'll stop praying for an escape,
And I'll trust You,God, with where I am,
And believe that You will have Your way.
Just have Your way
Just have Your way

When my friends and my family have left me,
And I feel so ashamed and so cold.
Remind me that You take broken things
And turn them into beautiful.

So I'll stop searching for the answers,
I'll stop praying for an escape,
And I'll trust You, God, with where I am,
And believe that You will have Your way.
Just have Your way
Just have Your way

Even if my dreams have died,
And even if I don't survive,
I'll still worship you with all my life.
My life.

And I'll stop searching for the answers,
I'll stop praying for an escape,
And I'll trust You, God, with where I am,
And believe that You will have Your way.
Just have Your way.
Just have Your way.

I know You will.
I won`t forget.
You love me.
Have Your way.