Sigh.

Sometimes I wish I can express myself better.

Guilty Pleasure Song

So Tired

I just want to be able to do absolutely nothing for once. Except maybe sleep.

Frustration

Of not being the person you want to be. And of having the wrong perspective, but you can't seem to think of it in a different way, and you're stuck with this miserable feeling. Then you try to run away from reality by distracting yourself, but everything else you do, you're distracted by the very thing you're running away from. But what is it you're really running away from? "Nah, it's nothing..It's not worth talking about", because you're afraid of being judged, and eventually (hopefully), it'll come to pass.

But how will it come to pass, if you don't confront it?

What?

It's so frustrating when your memory fails you. It's frustrating because it frustrates other people as well that you don't remember a memory that they shared with you, or a promise/task, or a detail that was important to them. And then you feel like you've failed them. which then makes you feel like you've failed yourself. Yay.

Today, I've learned...

To not stop loving others even when they have stopped loving me. Because God still does and never will stop loving me.

I'm Fabulous

Yes, I'm under stress. No I'm not going crazy. I just think I need to bask in God's love for me today. And more and more each day.

I know that. I believe that.